BEDA #9 Uni and story

Hello!

Today I woke up without having a place to study and I end today having one. Remember that story I was saving for later? Well here it is.

A few years back I was helping (working with) my dad to help this project come to life. The outcome of this would mean that the family would have to move to the US, 'cause that's where the project was going to happen, and so I started  looking for Unis in the US and applied to them and did all the paperwork.

That summer as a gift for saving the class I was failing and being able to get up the stage and get my diploma, my dad payed the school trip to London that my English department teacher had planned for the summer.

While I was there my dad was informed the project was taking a pause. So I could go to CA and also was to late for me to find a Uni in Mexico. All of this happened in 2008.

Last year I applied for the same Uni again cause everything was coming back to life, then again it died.

This year I haven't heard from them since February, and my dad putting all his work and that big project didn't take any major work 'cause might have to just leave in short notice. (meaning there was no money for me to go to school).

This time I found a school with the career that I want that is not as expensive nor as intensive as the one I had entered to in first place, but that is better than nothing right?

I am REALLY scared that after 2 years of not doing anything (well yes I started taking french lessons but it is not the same) I wont be able to do it.

This is why I ask all of you to send me good vibes, right now although family and friends have confidence I can do it, I don't feel the same.

-Steph

P.S. I missed all of my HP people all day long and my phone refused to let use Internet. Also I was so freaking nervous all day long I couldn't do something for Andrew.